Saturday, September 24, 2016
hi all,
Justin here.
how have your week been?
As for me, recess week is here and i guess i finally have a chance to take a deep breath...
School wise, its been all cool ( after all, i guess only her smile is the only thing that really rejuvenates me)
hm...i guess she don't really like me, i guess...
there goes my hopes of ever asking her out...
all i can do is observe her from a distance away ( damn...i sound like a stalker, but trust me, i ain't one...just love to see her smile i guess...)
oh well...other than that...
my heart starts screaming more frequently now as i start to fall back into the room filled with grasping darkness,waiting to engulf me...
it starting to hurt really badly and its really stressing me out mentally...not like a lunatic, of course...i meant it feels really painful and the hurt usually goes on for a long time...sigh....i know that in life,it goes up and down frequently...i guess i am just ranting like an idiot, sorry to those whom have read all this nonsensical rant i made...just trying to describe how i feel when my heart starts to scream...sorry...
anyways...you guys have a good week ahead of you...
~smile~
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