Tuesday, October 22, 2013
hey guys....
long time no post here....
things been bad....
feel so bottled up inside and wanna scream it out loud...
haha.....
an outcast with a bottled up heart....
a heart with a nostalgic pain that i have felt for a long long time...
reminding me of the things i been through from young...
the feeling of loneliness...the emptiness of hurt in my heart...
the fear of bring alone....being alone for 18 years,,,
and yet it still have a painful effect to me...
i thought i was numb to such pain...that i was immune to such
a nightmare...but i was wrong...its still so painful....
it hurts so much...so much till even if i am a guy,i wanna cry
i feel so horrible...screaming inside like no tomorrow.....
will i ever find someone whom i can really call a true friend?...
sigh...
sorry if i sound selfish....and immature..
just feeling really depressed and yeah....
well anyways HOW ARE YOU GUYS?!!!
i hope you guys are doing better than me^^
once again
if i sound selfish and immature
my apologies
you all have a good day
i will be making another post soon if i got the chance
~smiles~
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